ok i realize i havent updated for like 2 weeks..so much stuff happened so i think i can only blog abt some stuff coz no time lah. my stomach acid is eating up my stomach walls = im hungry.

anyway the biggest news is: my o level results..all that worrying was actually needless. thank god it was..dunno what i would have done if it were actually needful..if u get my drift. haha..but its such a huge relief that now i can just look back on that period of time before we got that little pathetic piece of paper and laugh. or just maybe smile fondly. =)

and that piece of paper is really pathetic. really. pathetic. its so thin and transparent and folds very easily..plus its very small. i know the cert is supposed to come out only later and this is not the real thing but hello? why cant they just give us an A4 paper of good quality instead of some weird junky paper. it is our O level result slip. i mean..theoretically i could go and get a job with it right now.

not that im thinking of getting a job now..its just a thought. that these grades are important and sufficient enough for me to get a job with.

anw..so the big excitement is over =)..after that i went out with priya and nini and watched Ray, cried buckets and went home at 12. it was a whole lot of fun..been a long time since the 3 of us have gotten together again..didnt realize how much i missed all our crappy and lame comments til then. absence makes the heart grow fonder (eww..mush). but its true.

ok so what else...oh yes..i went for student council interview and goofed it up. fortunately they didnt think it was too much of a goof-up so i got picked to be an OGL. however...i am in the mass dance comm. (shriek the last 3 words and pull out clumps of hair). WHAT??? why am i, a person who has 2 left feet and who cant dance to save her life, in the mass dance comm?!?!?! why cant i be a behind-the-scenes person???

I AM GOING TO MAKE A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF IN FRONT OF ALL THE 2ND INTAKE PPL AND THEY ARE GOING TO POINT AT ME AND LAUGH AS IF I BELONG IN A CIRCUS OR A FREAK SHOW. as if life could get any worse..

actually apparently it can...

last friday i went for the moe overseas attachment program interview and that was an OMG freaking ass-shit !@##$*(Y$@*^ disaster. they just asked me 2 questions: what is ure research background and what is ure science background. and the interview lasted abt 2 minutes coz i have no research background. GOD. can they be more stupid and discriminating?

hello? if they only give these oppurtunities to ppl who have had scientific research experience..how are ppl like me supposed to get any? have they thought abt that? obviously not..or else they would've at least interviewed me for 5 mins instead of 2. an interview CANNOT last for only 2 minutes. that equals disaster. for the interviewee..which would be me.

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therefore i am officially depressed. what with potential embarrassment lurking around the corner and me failing both my interviews spectacularly...i am facing the rest of the week with apprehension. i have a feeling that my lack of good luck has gotten even worse. as in the level of my nearly non-existent good luck has gone down even lower on the good luck scale. if thats even possible.

i am so majorly depressed. nothing could cheer me up short of a sugar shot.